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When you're annoyed,

2009-11-09T20:37:00.001+08:00

irritated ttm kay, just fuck off yeah?
said you need help, said you cant do it yourself, and what, you did it. the next time you wish to ask me to help you, fuck off and die first. oh and if you havent noticed this in your entire life, saying "thank you" when you want them to do things doesnt work for quite a number of people, which obviously includes me, "thank you" doesnt mean a shit to me, if you really mean it, appreciate it, prove it, dont just say it like it has no meaning.
if your so fucking blind to realise it, so be it, live in your fucking screwed up world, prioritizing your shits above things should be above...
coincidental eh? i dont fucking believe... not even if you swear. there you are and here i stand, clear obvious situation, you said come but i left instead. dont try to be nice yea? expected so, lies not nothing, truth are secrets, deception is common.

Please dont try to care for me, i will just get more annoyed, you care is not appreciated, keep it for yourself, dont have to be so nice to me. DONT EVER ASK SO MUCH QUESTION WHEN IM FUCKING ANNOYED. adding to my hate, just how ignorant can people be. i showed you im annoyed, i told you im annoyed and i also said ITS NONE OF YOUR CONCERN so just hang up the phone, no need to continue the talk.

bleh... at least some things are good today, jumping clique sure is fun, especially when i dont get to see the same people. nice fried pork bun recommendation from weiyang, also found the sweet i wanted @ robinsons sale, SAME PRICE, WHY QUEUE THE LONG QUE?

-just die...

2/11/09

2009-11-02T20:24:00.001+08:00

>>Sheena i relinked (:

i hate sad stuff !! but sad things are common.
i hate how people do things, when there's something interesting the boring stuff gets out of their life, how convenient, it doesnt matter if others feel hurt or what, just as long as they are happy...
To be alive, to breathe, to feel, is that good?
why do people get over sad things and they dont forget the good memories.

1/11/09!

2009-11-01T00:54:00.004+08:00

Meh I can't even eat my mc flurry in peace!

Damned big mouth Malays, keep your coments to yourself pls

my ice cream isn't anything like bird shit ok.

Stuff that inhaler in your nose more! Small boobies

big nostril bitxh try conditioning your hair too

stupid stupid stupid!

Blehx. Blue contacts is seriously attracting

a lot of unwanted attention.

The mrt commuters stare at me,

the hot babe @the cashier stare at me,

even the sweeper stopped sweeping to look at me!

Cmon... It isn't that obvious ok...

Its considered quite a dull blue already.

Oh gosh now i have a drunkard sitting next

to me on the bus urgh the smell... ):

no to beer yes to liquor!

Ok... Today was a very funneh day,

weird stuff happened at aljunied, cool question,

you know why mothers breastfeed child?uhm...

To transfer immunity from mother to child?

Hehe...*receives weird response*

oops I think i got the wrong answer.

OMG. So the  big question, should I? :D

Hmm*answers my own question* maybe...

Seems interesting, easy, rewarding,

NO!!! good shits don't come so easily.

I shall do a research on it first.

Ask the adults that earn money the way I see people do.

Aw now I have a hot guy sitting next to me right now,

ooh! nice smell *keeps sniffing like a dog* !

I like his ass too. omg chili crab on the TV! Yummy.

*shifts concentration from hot guy to the hot girl on TV*

Mel Miao Haha supa 可爱girl, love how she talk :D

Ek!!! Policemen in car never wear sit belt! Bitxh...

Yes! thinking makes time fly. I shall type more :D

Today I'm sad :( over 15 video records

trying to playing the piano!!!

Still fail! I can't do things when people are looking!!

25/10/09

2009-10-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

*I be posting posts on my homework progress more often from now on :D*

~almost finish csas, left BB Log
~left Q5&6 for CellB tut*give up*
~did maths tut1 left out last 2 Q...

TODAY WAS A SAD DAY FOR ME...
i cant fit in size 32 still T_T im very sad... if not, i can get the black jeans!!!
wasted my effort going all the way to tampines1 uniqlo to know that they have no size 33 for black!!!
o well... went to bedok to eat, it was rather disapointing, dont even know why i wanted that wonton mee ._.
baa. after that, went down to bishan to get the hair straightener.

Finding a day, go down ion orchard uniqlo and find the dam jeans!!! ):<
gota go get black nail polish for halloween ):

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!

2009-10-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

*breaking news first*
I FOUND OUT I GREW ANOTHER WISDOM TOOTH... outch ):
I BOUGHT A JEANS FROM UNIQLO AHHH!!!

Many cool things today, uncommonly seen :)

First day of school, maths lecture was awesome, it is a Dr. that will be teaching us! she gave us nothing like a lecture and dismiss us after 30 minutes :D Next was BMicrobiology, teacher is cute, funny at times, hope he is good man!
After school, went to TM, or was that T1?? or maybe century square hmm...
ok i went to all 3, went popular to get a sketch book and a pen ._. it shall be my calender!
Walk with anwar to T1, UniQlo :D tried some jeans ): i cant fit in size 32 ): utterly disapointed! so i got size 33 :D it was on offer! wahahhaa $20 chaper *yay* i bought a skinny fit tapered blue jeans for men ._.
was very excited to try it on, so happy that i could fit in xD

OMG i just found out i had another wisdom tooth growing ): this is my second ): nightmare!!! the pain of pulling the tooth out and the pain of paying money for wisdom tooth extraction *not the normal tooth extraction price*

Ohoh! Saw this crazy dude on the mrt, he sort of talking to himself or maybe to some imaginary guy, no idea, he was creepy, he was very loud and he started coughing at sometime and he spat on the mrt floor! COMPLETELY DIGUSTING!!! he kept repeating " hor hor hor" "oh die die(in hokkien)" brr~ gives me the chills ):
but well! the cute little boy on the mrt was so adorable, he was running around and everytime the train came to a stop, he would go like woooaahhh

o

2009-10-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

This is an awesome stuff i wanna share!

bleh...
2 days ago~~
Lunch @ pasta mania bishan w/ kb alex and josiah :D and met ying wen there! extraordinary experience there :D thx ying wen
Went to Busig street to get a pants, even ian and josiah was there :D so glad to see them again after so long!
Nothing much to do @ bugis street, first visit had me thinking it was a maze but been there twice and again, that place is actually very simple!
Went back to bishan to get a shirt, dont know what to get, so went to giordano AGAIN and bought 2 shirts but this time, its size M!! and that adds to my collection of 14th? and 15th Giordano shirt...
BORING )=
Might need some presentable T-shirt soon, get my jacket replaced, a pair of jeans that fits my huge thigh and butt and a shoe :o
sounds like i'll be needing more money...
GOT TO FINDING A PART TIME JOB! hopefully on fri and mon after 7pm and sun wholeday~ xD
But where to find? what to do ): who would want such a weird part time slot...

I'm so so so tempted to jailbreak my ipod!
I read some forum on how to jailbreak an ipod and saw some youtube videos on how to jailbreak an ipod :D
I read that its illegal though ): also, users said that jailbroke ipods will get their warranty void
but many people who jailbroke their ipods said that it was rubbish and that the warranty isnt void, just restore the ipod to factory settings will do... sounds so easy, the videos on youtube make it looks so easy too! "just click this button and let the programme run"

should i jailbreak? ):

Through me o.o?

2009-10-11T04:48:00.000+08:00

Photo Funia is so fun :D

Made a mess in the kitchen in the afternoon, was boiling an egg, forgotten about it and went to play my iPod and BOOM it went, father fell like humpty dumty, joy jumped up and knocked her head on the bed! just kidding im just exaggerating xD How could i!! its not the first time i blew up an egg ): it went in ALL directions at a force so strong it penetrated through the filter on top of the stove! ): the kitchen smelled like eggies the whole afternoon...

MM SWENSENS :D:D:D

Happy Birthday Alvin :D !!! Forever21 o.o haha

twenty dollarx spent on swensen for fries, banana split and 1/8 of an icecream cake xD

yummeh~

Lovin my iPod so much :D

Those crazy cool apps, addictive~

I was hooked,

i know you're bad,

but im lovin' it!

Your love is like poison,

there's no antidote,

[LATE] Mid Autumn Festival D:

2009-10-09T17:25:00.002+08:00

Its kind of late but here are the photos on the Mid Autumn Fes we had that day (:

Lighted sparkles into a beer bottle

The river of candle wax

Burning the sparkle's box and candle box

Mass burning of candles!

(: it wuz fun that day! Though its moon-less!

Too bad i couldn't upload the video of the perfume lighter and wall here ): but one of them is up on facebook!

Thanks kaiboon for being sucha great host! and his mama too, awesome mooncakes and drinks at his house :D

-- Dug out many things from my drawer today, awesome things i stole from school last time OOPS!

glass prism, compass and many more haha

Also found piece of paper from my senior o.O i guess that doesnt matter at all, after all who would even care!

Hmm im still in close contact with... only 2 people from 4Joy'08 o.o thats so.... expected xD

Extremely bored! gona go out soon, a long journey on the MRT to past time & look at faces D:

poodpood

2009-10-02T19:29:00.001+08:00

I finally got an iPod after sucha long time of wanting it ^o^
iPoood~Touch!
Went out with alex and kaiboon to Bugis to get this thing! Lucky thing i remember seeing an epicenter in bugis junction, no need to walk to simlimsquare!
But after getting the ipod we walked through bugis street and OG to simlim xD
Stupid stomach of mine, had to eat something to ease the pain ):
Trying the DongDaeMun(??correct??) chicken was life taking :x

~~~I had a great time with friends like you guys (:
Went with a wallet full of notes and came back with 3 o:
it don't matter! I still got my pocket money ^^

PiPi \ ^o^ /

You were once friends!
Let your friendship last,
though you've ever lied to each other before,
forget about that,
remember the past when you guys were best friends!!!

Don't let such a relationship be destroyed,
its precious somehow,
makes someone like me sad to see this happen...

Omg what can i ever do to convince someone...

2009-10-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

Just a little more, and it'll bleed, just trying, fearing the outcome is somewhat thrilling !
Tired of being me, "If only" said a thousand times but its if only it happens right?
pointless~ why so!

What are you people, i feel controlled, hate that. Leave me alone sometimes will you? Darn irritating at times, you people never really try to understand me at all, its not you that will feel the hurt but me
You can't change me, i can't either, its wrong just being me myself(that's if you know 'that')
Secrets leak, i don't plan to keep, they all must know.
I think too much, just leave me alone, this headache will never go away.

Super fed up!

2009-09-29T20:40:00.000+08:00

Fed up with that senile dad of mine! When will he ever realise that his theories are not always right! I can list 100 things i dislike about him! OMG...

AHHHH why is he at home everyday! Pathetic excuse to not work cus he just went for operation! Irritating, complaining about what to cook, what not to cook AND HOW TO COOK. SCREW YOU dont like the things people add to your food? MAKE DINNER YOURSELF!!!!! OR DONT EAT stupid pregnant old man(that's the person whom i inherited the 'fortune' from)

This sux! He only went for an hour of operation and he is taking like so much herbal soup tonic and NOT WORKING! Irritating, whats worst is not appreciating what mom has done for him! scolding her for not cooking things perfectly! stupid stupid stupid person!!

Sometimes i ask myself if i would ever cry if he dies, i dont think so, bad memories since kindergarten! Abusive husband & father he is! Mom says he is a smart person, ya right so why is he driving TAXI now?
What a pathetic father ): explains why im so pathetic too...

My whole family needs a psychiatrist!
My dad is nuts, he is firm on his weird theories that never come true and are never right!

Mom needs a psychiatrist too, she cares too much for her two sons, household chores and work, shes gona have a mental breakdown! When will she ever know that she doesnt have to care so much about me... or is it that i cant understand what is it like to be a mother? Hmm
My bro needs a psychiatrist too, he isnt in his right mind since young, crazy stunts he does...

OH WELL... looking foward to getting a new mp3 player (: please drop that cheque soon uncle Kelvin ~.~
hmm not going is good after all! :D my money has not been decreasing(or increasing) since i stayed at home for the past week!

mm-mm-m-mmmm~

2009-09-24T20:43:00.000+08:00

IM HAPPY TODAY ! cus i ate lotsa good food! Went NTUC in the morning to get icing sugar, i also hunted for the cha soba which i found it,$5 for a pack and its sauce($5) and it was awesome!
Mom bought some fried tom yum beehoon which was really interesting, it taste like tomyum(duh!) and its spicy! i love the chili padi in it. Made butter cookies in the afternoon which was really great too! i still have a little in the freezer i should go buy some raisin to add some sweet flavor to the cookies :D

Viagra...Cannabis...the compulsion to self-inflict pain and leave scars...cigarettes...Methamphetamine..
Thats the life of somepeople, particularly this person whose blog i just read... He is just so OMG-WT* seriously! HE BLOGS ABOUT IT! what the hell its as if nothing has ever happened to him...

HAIYAA i just wonder, did he actually consume those stuff?

O well but i envy him yeah... Though his life sounds wasted, he has a "good life".
Only reguarding they way he eat ~.~ Malaysia really have a huge variety of food and its very cheap or that's what im seeing...
Without much health conscious freaks walking down the street screaming about how they left out the food labels on their drinks and crying that they be dying young & so on, malaysia has lesser restrictions on how food is made(thats what i think)
In singapore you see healthy labels stick onto breads and cereals and even food stalls ~.~ the food taste so not good although its healthier(really??)zz thats not really the point!!!
I just think that Malaysia has food that taste better then food sold in singapore x)

ANYWAY! this guy have good english (not when he's speaking) i had to use dictionary.com several times while looking at his blog haha maybe its not that he has good english but its because mine's bad

^o^ just gota mix da lyrics around

2009-09-23T10:57:00.001+08:00

You know....
The sweetest words you whisper in my ear,
cause you know what i wanna hear.
The way you hold me like it's something real,
cause you know what i wanna feel.

It takes two to lie,
one to lie and one to listen.
Empty promises are wearing thin...

I lose control when you're touching me,
cause you know what i really need
But i need more than physicality,
you know how it's got to be.

Stop!
What your doing to me!
Stop!
Its like an arrow through me!
Stop!
This is Torture to me,
cause its gota be all or it's nothing at all.
I'm telling you to stop,
you know that it's torture.

It takes two to lie,
One to lie but I'm done listening.
If your hearts half in it ,
Then we're finished.

Cant keep going through this.
Cant keep leading me on.
Why you being so elusive?
It's killing me, you know that its torture.

This is a mixed lyrics from [YouTube]Torture by RinOnTheRox! They have beauty and talent haha~

Waiting patiently!

2009-09-22T20:33:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for my M1 contract to end so that i can get the singtel mobile youth plan! It says free unlimited sms! which means theres no need to give a "full stop answer" when smsing haha! Besides my youth is limited, might expire soon ): some meanie at comex said that i look like im above 19 years old! Thats dam sad...

Hmm i wonder when my pay for working at comex is gona come, daddy went for an operation(if you guys ever read my FB status, yeah, i didnt know about that until mom told me a day after he went for the op)so... it means that my pocket money is going to come from mom which means she is badly burdened! It be so cruel for me to take more money from her then usual right? so i guess i'll use the money i earned first then save again later to get an iPod T_T

Life is full of surprises, good and bad ones especially -.-"
Ohoh! i think mama is going for an op too nearing the end of this year, to remove the gall stone D:
OH nooo why do i have a family stricken with bad luck !!

Gona go do my usual anyhow-play-piano session, learning Yiruma - River flows in you!

Loving Liking Music Lots

2009-09-20T16:30:00.011+08:00

I think musicians are awesome o: They play the music and express themselves through it! Improvisations are even more awesome! Been on Youtube longer then playing games lately, listening to people playing the piano, guitar and drums, i think many people on youtube are really awesome and talented, some don't even have music grades, they self teach and they play really good!!
JaiHo is not bad... except that that guy keep saying "JaiHo" so irritating

Videos Watched on Youtube: 2,449^^

Listened to:
Arashi piano covers(from pan2pan2satoshi )
Yiruma (from YirumaLOVE) <- must go search, some very wonderfully composed song! iwillbot/WillTingMusic piano covers
Guitar covers( from fxaH )
ukelele(cute mini guitar) covers( from sharonswt )
MarieDigby

Blogging after a long break (:

2009-09-16T01:22:00.002+08:00

Had much fun today even though its only a short time together o:!
Sakae sushi buffet ^^. ChaSoba was seriously BAD, but i ate 2 haha! Love it bad... eh? (: Really really getting seriously FAT!
No need to tell me how i dont look fat and all, i know me cus i am me (: if im fat, i know that!
A serious lack of determination i have ): Disapointed with myself, eating 3 packets of potato chips, 2 packets of chilli tapioca, 2 coke light big gulp and DINNER! FOR 2 DAYS!
This is really bad, broken my diet ): Plus! Today i ate alot too, i guess i'll eat maggi mee for lunch for the whole of next week ): save money and stop the fats (:
After Sakae we went to the top floor planning to play arcade but its closed ): so they went to play the roller coaster stimulation and OMG the guy there is so cute! Bzz w/e...
kenny alvin ziling cass and mel went on the roller coaster and i must say... the roller coaster ride isnt good if mel wasnt in with yer (: cus shes doing the main sound effect! *check out the video i posted on FB*

Wanted to go KBox just now ): wanted to sing take a bow!! Haha!! But i cant go back home after i go kbox cus it will be like 2-3am? and the taxi fair isnt cheap ): ok so only ziling and cass went to sing (: they are in the mood to sing!!! So sad! its ok (: theres always another day unless i die tomorrow D:

What should i cook now ): i did cookies... weird netted spring roll skin thingy, tuna egg mayo and omg salad which was totally healthy, organic stuffs ><
i so wanna try to make sushi x) or perhaps chawanmushi or CHASOBA!!!! hehe ambitious leh!

ROAR KENNY TAY GPA 3.3+ shit that so smart guy! haha! i think im being jealous x)

OMG I <3 MY WW CAN? x) hehe!

Working at Comex!!

2009-09-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

(: working at comex... last minute job x)

So many Bimbos la
They come in the booth like WOOOOAH thats HOT!
They're like "Cash? What? i use credit card *takes out the card that blinds ur eyes*"
but they ask seriously stupid questions-.-
"I want a wireless mouse. Ooh! whats that thing*points to the receiver* Hmm... Whats that for?"

OMG OMG OMG WHERE ARE THOSE NON-BIMBOTIC HOT BABES!!!
i see many geeks & HUNDREDS OF HOT GUYS BUT WHERE R THE GIRLS!!! -.-
Is Chanel, Gucci or Louis Vuitton the only thing(s) in their life!

and those omgwt* irritating customers!!!
Hi do you have offers for this*points to product*
No?
Then does it come with any freebies?
No?
Then does it come with any more discounts if i buy 2?
NO NO AND NO!!!
ARGH !!! if theres further offer THEN THE PRICE WONT BE AS IT IS RIGHT?
oh my god. i can feel what those poor promoters felt when my mom does shopping!

First time eating astons

2009-09-06T01:56:00.003+08:00

Astons! i had this chargril chicken with onion ring and mashed potato, it was AWESOME! Ate alot today!!! Met up with alvin and some others opposite katong mall to eat ><>< first time :D and it was the first time they queue up from the other side of the expo i think...! got a very front row seat :D but it was warm there... omg i cant believe i missed so many service!
I kind of love the webcast :/ hehe!

Speaking of church o: some guy came to my house this morning to preach about god. I think that is just so brave, how often you see people doing that! Anyway, he was like so friendly, i feel bad not letting him in the house to have a seat!
Anyway, he was like "Oh you go CHC? its a very happening place right?" and its like "Yup!"
Then he asked what are the problem i face as a christian i was like... "uh... Christian are rare"
then... he asked "do you have a bible?" and i was saying "Loads! except they aren't mine, KJV, NIV, NLT and a children version"
Then he went on to "many people do not know God's name" then i replied "you mean... Jehovah?" and its like "Oh! you know! So glad!"
We ended the conversation with him giving me a verse to look up on, Psalms 83:18.
Awesome (: he said that if he ever comes back, hes gona share another verse with me. I'll be waiting!! haha this time we shan't be blocked by a barrier :P ARGH! i didnt get to ask his views about speak in tongue :P that would be tricky!

I wanna have a calendar right beside me always, its a great way to plan outings and not clash it with another outing! :P * inspired by ziling i guess*

Out at town :3

2009-09-05T02:04:00.006+08:00

Awesome day. My friends made it so (: Hanging a smile on my face cus they are so awesome! Valencia, Shakita n Kenny (:!
YEAH! anymore outing :D? i may have no money but i just wanna go out and be with awesome people (:
Went to get my hair cut in the morning, short short short! (:

Ok right? not tooo bad i hope ~.~ Did try to put wax later on but failed, my hair ain't in the right shape for style.

Anyway, 12noon at somerset to meet them all, went to get subway-like cookies which aren't bad but aren't as good as subway. Was planning on a movie but the shows are like M18 or not nice or it doesn't appear at the cinema! so we went upstairs planning to play board games but the price was like going higher and higher, $8 became $10 which became $15+ which was like so crappy? Also, the lady had a horrible attitude! So we went walking, the girls went to look at clothings.

After awhile we went to taka so that i can take my lunch, Yong Tau Foo which was surprisingly cheap, $4.50. i was expecting $6 since its town. Had a cup of double scoup ice cream from vanezia ice cream(i think so) Dark chocolate and another flavour. Simply awesome stuff ice cream are! After eating, we went ToriQ to grab some meat on sticks. We continued our walking, the girls looked at their stuffs and we came into this awesome bread shop which had really lovely & creative bread! We bought 1 loaf which was AWESOME!!!!

After that we went to zara, it was strict, they had a security guard there telling us No camera! No eating! haha! Walked the guys section with kenny, we went to see the awesome jackets and cologne. The cologne was really great smelling(some) and costs around $60. Oh! and around there was this Thai area which was awesome, Thai clothings, food, accessory and so much more and 'kap'!!! everything is like '-kap'. After that we went to far east plaza to walk walk, disapointing area haha!! Went downstairs which was food paradise, we got so much food there, tutukueh(every1), tapioca kueh(kenny), squidie(kenny&valencia) , sharkfin soup(Kenny&Valencia), waffle and chocolat(Shakita), hot and spicy fishballs. Spent a while lot of money there!! After that, we took a bus to go john little, we missed the bus stop but it seem so close lol. Valencia got her powder there (: and we have so much fun playing with the powder tester haha! OMG i saw the Cocoa butter O_O 1 container $25 ): i so need it! stupid stretch marks haunting my life...

After that, we took MRT down to Kovan to send valencia to her dancing lesson, after that we went to get dinner at the market! Choosing whether to go cg or wait for valencia its like both lol! ARGH i was so stinky -.- crazy me wear jacket throughout... make me sweat so much. OHOH! i got my second ice cream of the day, the same icecream brand but this time, Durian flavor!! awesome. We went to cold storage to abuse their testers :D but i feel bad so i bought 1 anti-perspirant xD dang my money is burning fast. OMG did a so gay stuff...2 people went into a handicap toilet to apply that anti perspirant -..- !!! ok so since shakita left, we went outside valencia's school to wait :D Had a loooonnggg chat with kenny on a WIDE range of topic. omg so long lol and valencia came out and shes going home with her dance friends*faint* nvm haha!! Walked with kenny to take bus 25, opposite direction. Lol Kenny's just so nice -.- cant understand why haha!!!

WOAH! one whole chunk of words! Wish i had done that for o'lvls.

Ah! its 2.38 am. the wind's so cold, its raining outside, love the smell.
Wish i lived somewhere where i can photosynthesis just outside my house LOL!
That be so convenient yeah?
Ah tommorrow i be up at 9+ ): thats a problem for me, i cant sleep past 10am unless im totally drained.
-MiT (:

Suki sushi/Nebo trip

2009-09-03T14:41:00.003+08:00

Went out with Brenda, Sheena and Kenny to Suki sushi (:
Sooo awesome to have friends' company :)
wahaha took like 100 plus pictures, delet 30 plus and uploaded 60plus to facebook :)
AHH i gave up on imageshack/flickr/photobucket SLOW.
*pictures all inside my album*
unglam pics of us all there x)
SukiSushi was soo awesome!!
sheena had anything that has egg inside o:! like Shaka :D i had 3 cha soba, 1/2 ramen and some fried n stuffs! no mussel mentai though D:- KENNY IS A GREAT EATER he has got huge appetite:/ he ate soo much lol! He and brenda play hei bai pei and both ate lemons -.-(unglam pics on fb) i was busy taking photos of them muhaha and sheena was peacefully eating and getting entertained ): bad customer service!! time so near last order but no one was there to take the orders! MEANIES ): plus plus order so much things never come ):

after that we decided to watch a movie, went to engwah, theres was so little movies to pick so we headed to cathay@AMKHub and the movies were alot but we went to nebo to play board games instead! IT WAS FUN but the forfeit sux :D:D:D omg that huge dude at nebo was sexy!!
we played taboo and omg im so bad at that! caused Sheena and me to pose an unglam picture to be taken -.- BUT KENNY'S WAS WORST! he had to kiss the glass wall (: he and Brenda did piggy nose too (: it was so fun, TRUTH or DARE was so lame -..- but the neutral block was AWESOME! (: omg i spin like a ballerina -..- so unglam xD
WAHAHAHA BRENDA KISS SHEENAAA (:
x)x)x)x)

CHALET WOOHOO!!!

2009-09-01T15:52:00.002+08:00

A really awesome chalet :D too bad some were unable to go D:
OMG ITS SO AWESOME!
Day1 was messy, i couldn't contact kenny so... i cant contact kenny :D
Waikin called later asking about kenny also(the trouble of losing the phone) so i was supposed to meet kenny at 1pm, kenny was supposed to meet waikin at 1:30pm, and then meet shakita at 3pm... k wadeva...
so i met up with waikin and group at TM ntuc to buy bbq stuffs o:
First night BBQ!!
-photos are all on facebook-
WhatTheBeeBeeQue-
BBQ
it was epic! people like me, no experience just go there and make things worst :D
anyhow burn fire starters lol... the charcoal was good at first! but it died off ): but thanks to weiyang(our hero), the fire started again (: by then, another group was illegally starting a fire at another pit o: hehe that night was great! the night activities were good! so good that the management had to send someone down to shut us up xD tehehehe
we played some weirdie games and the forfeit is to drink vodka with 7up xD
haha<<>>
omgomgomg so fun hehe. at 4am or so people started sleeping ^o^
cus teachers day is coming, most of them are going back to their secondary schools.
KENNY IS ~~HOPELESS~~ -.- ask me wake him up at 8am... at 8am he tell me 9am then wake up... at 9am he wake up say omg so late
bzzzt-second day... a small group of us went eat subway then get some stuffs at NTUC
then walk around then go back slack...

kenny went MIA... DRAMA... i shall not elaborate.
sooo 2nd day was cool too.
AHH EVERYTHING WAS GOOD GREAT EXCELLENT AWESOME WHATEVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY yoghurt this morning...
went too early to the yoghurt shop but the lady was very nice! she still took our order...
shakita bought 2 cups an di bought 1 cup! MINE WAS CRAZY!!
she still have not display the yoghurt, everything was in the fridge and the toppings have not been put. so for mine, i had cookie crumb, cranberry and blueberry.
i had a lot a lot of cookie crumb, a lot a lot of cranberry cereal and a low a lot of blueberry :x
i think she accidentally pour too much oreo into mine, she poured it out of a container directly.
same for cranberry cereal and blueberry :D :D :D :D

Awesome day (:

2009-08-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

Left the exam room so early today, no mood for Biochem at all, was in holiday mood since yesterday. After biochem exam was the BEST! Went to pasta mania to eat, spicy chicken wasn't spicy so i showered my pasta with Tabasco sauce and chili flakes and cheese! it was much more spicy! enjoyed every single bit.
Was bored and free so i followed valencia, shakita and kenny to orchard. Girls and their shopping spree, scary... Valencia left soon to join her friends, me, kenny and shakita then went to lido? i dont know where and how to spell... ok so there... we talk talk, bought 4 fries from long john silver and 2 cheese, eat eat eat.... kenny and shakita bought subway(rich people)... at 7+ went to wisma outside sit sit, looking at ang mohs ( the topic of the day ) stupid stomach! was hurting since yesterday but i didnt care(probably ate too much spicy and cheesy food) so i went to wisma's toilet to sh*t. So embarrassing... i press the flush button every 10 second to clear the aroma... after i left the cubicle i heard this very loud splatter sound and i was like why did i even control just now! i should have released all in one go...

Last paper tomorrow :)

2009-08-26T19:21:00.003+08:00

Last paper tomorrow :D
Its Biochemistry!
stupid subject, Lecturer's great! but i cant get him...
Asking him a question is suicidal...
He goes back to the basic, PSCHON and leave you awestruck at his sophisticated PSCHON formulas and than you find that the question is not answered!
I'm giving up on this subject, in a holiday mood already cus PIPC, OC and Maths... I'm failing them all:/
Muhahaha Kenny is going to lose the 'Deal' we made over msn ^o^
OMG! talking about Kenny, He look 3 years younger without his white hair! awesome job the salon did :D but his hair is forbidden to all as usual~

WAA! I can't believe i gave up my seat to an elderly on the train who got off the next station*ZzZ*
So unlike Singaporeans eh? The typical ones would be engrossed in their PSP, iPod and sleep!

It's like couples have their own world... And what? friends? they don't need them anymore i suppose... Complete Bullcrap... I'm completely disgusted somehow! ^^"
Its ok! Doesn't matter to be left out. There's another group called the 'loner group' together with blubbers O.O"

*back to studying aka flipping the pages so at least i can say " at leave i have tried to study Biochemistry"

2009-08-25T14:53:00.002+08:00

yay OC and PIPC yay!
Boo... HAP

OC was GOOD! but it went like titanic hehe...
PIPC was ok but i think i can only get an average pass
HAP WAS BAD.FAIL.RETAKE.WHATEVER
pissed off! stupid touchpad!!!

MATHS and BC left

JY MATHS!
BC... fail n retake...
STUDY STUDY!

yeah!!! looking forward to a chalet ^^"

Hilariously hideous idiot... eh? -.-?

2009-08-20T17:30:00.005+08:00

): why is the world so screwed! Seriously! The young people now are so screwed :/

Walking as if air needs to pass through his groin,
stare at people as if he's the boss,
skinny like a drug addict,
box in the pocket(u know wads that-.-)
Act 'ah beng'(he is probably one....but a hopeless one)
Wearing ripped clothing walking like a duck...
ew? wear a decent shirt dude...
I don't dare to look at you boy...
I'm not scared...
Its just that its just plain rude to laugh at strangers!
Hilariously hideous (:
Ghostly look...
Don't go out at night! you might give some old folks a heart attack( 7th month! )
So young yet so wild!
I applaud his courage for being so 'guai lan'
Regret not slapping his face when i walked pass him just now.
:/

Missing secondary school

2009-08-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

For once i actually miss secondary school days.
Poly life is so good, im sick of it ):
i miss the orderly life in secondary school,
study study study, break, study study study go home.
i miss the school uniform, no need to think of what to wear everyday...
i miss my classmates o: 3joy'07 & 4joy'08

woot woot i will study as hard as i can for this week! next week is exams, i hope i will not have to retake any exams -.-
jia you people!

happy b'day kenny tay

2009-08-12T21:54:00.002+08:00

i just uploaded the unglam pics of Kenny Tay onto facebook!!!
go comment on it people!!
Kenny Tay, 18 years old this year...-> OLDIEEE

argh... im irritated with photobucket right now!
uploading pictures so slowly...

-i will also post the unglam photos here!-

im gona try to style my hair soon!
with gatsby! moving rubber ~.~
so irritated with my hair also! ><
its so thick and it pokes me!

2009-08-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

badly in love with music videos on youtube.
my days are boring :/
so i kind of search random bands and some korean band ->super junior, showed up in the serach.
they sing nice songs even though i dont understand what they r singing :D
they are good dancers too o: i admire their flexible body.
fast and steady o:! people like me can only dream to do what they do lol...
o: another thing i like about that korean band is that their hair style is awesome man o:-
love it. i wanna have those kind of hair but too bad im just too ugly ~.~ would probably spoil those nice hair styles!
hmm! my dream hair: frindge touch chin, sides reach jaw level, back=so long can tie pony tail ~.~" colour = blue-black!

Ma Me Mo~ tomorrow is kenny's birthday O:
woa 18 yrs old already! oldie :D
wakakaka! evil plans up in mind!

PICS:

doggy joy sing brothers pillow to sleep on!

PIGGY!!! (^(oo)^)

alone at home (:

2009-08-10T03:37:00.000+08:00

when papa and mama isnt home tonight, the air con is abused so is the usage of lights D:!
came home from bishan with 6 lights on and hall air con on, the place smell of cigrette...
it has got to be my brother-.- so irresponsible...

went out this evening, long story...
went to city hall with people, it was packed with red people( u know why -.- )
spent quite alot of time there, i was so undecisive in choosing a cap for myself... so troublesome eh...
so i spent $19 on a nike cap :/ saw so many tp people... met kenny while walking towards the MRT( proves that singapore is so small... )
we went to bishan for dinner and they did weird things, really weird-.- but fun haha...
saw lawrence and narvin playing laptop at a study corner then met up with another guy and we sat down, play cards and drank something (: hilarious! the outcome of drinking something weird... facial expression, behaviour and so... and wow man playing cards... 4 spade 1 club we call it 'COLOUR'! hmm we called Coke Zero black label and also someone mistook a friend for a foe. Watching people living in self denial is so funny!

Walked home, didnt know where to start reading from so i had the aircon to blow the pages and i read the whole chapter. it was meaningfull and i loved it. Spent like 5 minutes in silence before i slept a while to wait for my brother to come back to sleep beside mua :/ mama and papa isnt home so i decided the use the air conditioned hall to set up my sleeping bag, teddy bear, laptop, snacks and drinks. brother came back at 130 am... we decide to drink a can on beer :s it was really late so we slept... i woke up soon like 3am and had a sudden feel to use facebook and so i did. and now, 420 im blogging and brother is now outside smoking with his friend who decided that 4am is a good time to call his friends out to smoke -.-" ok now im really really going to sleep for sure :P

Sudden love for inappropriate stuffs!

2009-08-09T12:00:00.010+08:00

~.~ a book in the library caught my eye, its a fashion hair book -.-"
after flipping a few pages, looking at the female and male models with extraordinary hairdo, i fell in love with long hair haha!! u people must think im mad :D it looks really interesting for a guy to have long hair! especially when its REALLY REALLY long... reminds me of the Japanese anime characters! but its real life people with those long smooth hair lol... nuts...

badly addicted to anime and manga, i must visit Japan one day!!!
i wanna migrate! though singapore is a lovely country, i wanna see other country!
i've never got a chance to step onto an aeroplane ):

$_$"$_$"$_$"$_$"$_$"$_$"$_$"$_$"$_$"$_$"$_$"

Darkness blinds me...

2009-08-03T18:33:00.000+08:00

The blurring of truth. Confusing, the thoughts in my mind. Falling endlessly forever, I've felt this way before. Its haunting, too much presure to take...

I hate myself everytime i see others happy...
Why do people smile?
Is life that good?
Are there no troubles and problems in their lives?
Why do problems keep coming up for me!
I cant smile genuinely...
Sad Life~

Seoul Garden nightmare...

2009-07-31T21:04:00.000+08:00

Trip to soul garden~pure nightmare
followed kenny, brenda, valencia, anwar, waikin and weiyang to E!hub

i will never ever step into seoul garden anymore -.-
ITS DISGUSTING... excited at first but as we order more and more items...
we ordered fried beancurd skin, fish dumpling, fishball, sausage, cabbage, 6 egg, tofu, many many many many sliced beef, sze chuan chicken, many many teriyaki chicken, chicken with someleaves... AND ALOT MORE... weiyang ordered many many mussels...fried chicken drumlets, LOTS OF DESERTS-> raspberry ice cream with chocolate, raspberry ice cream with cocktail, 6 white fungus, 3 grass jelly with azuki beans, 4 almond jelly with longan, 2 fruit platter... weiyang... great appetite finished more then 8 bowls of deserts...

THE EGG WAS RUINED... dumped 6 eggs into the soup... after 20 minutes or so... the soup had burnt smell D:
golden mushroom was horrible... fish and chicken owns sliced beef~ lovely...

THE WORST PART-> NOTHING IS NOT OILY...
EATING THERE IS LIKE DRINKING OIL -.- AND U GET TO SMELL A HORRIBLE SMELL ON UR SHIRT, PANTS AND BAG EWWWW D:!

oh my goodness i went to toilet after that to vomit -.-

IM GOING TO GET FAT.... CRAPPPPPPPP!

awman i left kenny alone at the gym... why is there so many athelets at gym!!! stupid people ): isnt the track enough... shit i feel so bad now...

coughing badly with sore throat... feeling dizzy too dammit -.-!

TIREDDD

2009-07-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

LACKING SLEEP!
ate durians lately...
i feel like im going be sick but who cares!!! just get sick! (:
eating so much snacks also :D
IM GONA GET FATTTTT haha!

QUIZ 3 IS COMING!!! WE CAN DO THIS!! JIAYOU PEOPLE!

my hair is giving me trouble!
i want it short now ): except the front :D
or i'll let it grow till i can wear a hair band to stop pimples on my forehead!!!

Made up my mind!

2009-07-28T20:57:00.005+08:00

im not just gona say it.
i will prove it, show that i love you.
you are great (:

labs the whole day, ms chua face ruined my day...naggy old witch
lucky no OSP later im screwed... wow edmund tian...i'd rather be screwed by OSP then to be taught by mr edmund tian -.- cant really catch his accent.
haha took a video during PIPC...
liberated ammonia turns red litmus blue

biochem tutorial ruined my day too...i officially hate biochem~
but amazingly i sat down this evening, downloaded the lecture notes, READ THROUGH IT AND SUMMARIZED IT!!! very proud of myself... 2 .5 more chapters to go :D

idiot kenny! its not that i want to be slow in toilet BUT I JUST HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME, I TAKE A LONG TIME IN TOILET!

♥ donuts 100%

2009-07-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

bought 1/2 a dozen donuts at Bedok...
munchy donuts ?? O_O
long story, followed kenny to bedok for his X-ray but bedok polyclinic doesnt do Xray so we decided to go sata...
walked somewhere near bedok interchange, saw this Xray clinic thingy, there kenny did his X-ray.

after that we walked to bedok cc in search for a gym but there wasnt any, so we walked to fengshan CC and there was a gym but its $3.50 o: kenny paid for me(he's just too rich)

SCARY THERE. MONSTERS EVERYWHERE!
ok nola they were nice people but i just dont belong there (:
spent like almost an hour or more there...
then we went to eat :D!
ate steamed FISH n RICE ($16 :D)
awesome fish! u will know why u paid $8 for something that look like a $4 fish at NTUC...
its fresh, nice and nice :D
dam kenny ask me eat chilli padi... went to buy a bottled drink to cure the burn -.-

took bus to bedok interchange again to NTUC... in search of kenny's healthy food...
chicken and some cute little tomatoes(great tasting tomatoes :D! )
went home after that :D!
stopped at Bishan MRT cus kor pick mama from work, near MRT XD!

zzz kenny missed call me at 9:13 pm, i called him back at 9:14pm but he say he didnt call me -..-!

im so lost.

2009-07-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

Lost...
who do i like, who should i like...
who should be at the top of my priority list...
so much on my mind, lack sleep badly, thinking too much.

i should be happy today, 25/25 for OC quiz 2
but i feel so crapped, empty and really hopeless

asked to do something, asked to go somewhere i give excuses, all the excuse i can think of
then here i am feeling rejected and lonely

mom and dad quarrelled today, what can i do... who should i support...
dad's birthday is coming i guess it wont be celebrated then...

i need a break, i need sleep, i need rest, i need help...
i am having a mental breakdown...

3+ hrs Bugis street walk

2009-07-19T18:18:00.002+08:00

HaH! went bugis street to walk walk shop shop :D

went there at 11.30+
owe kb drink cus i arrive later then him haha

not many shops open at 11.30...first time there, walked round and round and got back to the same spot...walked every corner, 1st and 2nd level... couldn't find a jacket lol

Went inside OG to look look since bugis street quite empty at that time...stuffs are so... expensive and not what i want D:-

went sim lim square to eat yong tau foo- share with kaiboon 1/2 :D
after that we want bugis junction to walk walk, went in 77th street, i.p zone & messy couldn't find any suitable jacket or shirt...(the pain of being fat haha~ jk. all the jacket are so weird...)

went to get food at the Korean thingy, i bought sausage and potato(fries) thingy, kb bought chicken o:
THE LADY IS MAD she gave a good squeeze at the mayonnaise bottle and it covered every side of the hot dog and had 1 cm thick of mayo left at the bottom of the plastic...
kaiboon's chicken also had the same treatment... spammed with chilli and mayonnaise, 100% disgusting...

saw Jerome @ bugis junction with his friend haha
walked back to Bugis street, walked about 5 rounds before i decided to go 2nd floor, witnessed ear piercing there O: seem painless haha dont dare try though~iCoward(: it would probably make me look gay even if i dared to try -.-
walked 2 rounds at second floor.. went back 1st floor xD! finally, went to flexor to get 2 pants for $25... so cheap! then walk around more D: went to this shop and saw the shirt $12 so cheap so i got 1 xD XXL so tight on me XD iFat
saw the "iPood" shirt i wanted one... saw the "i m FAT" shirt too i wanted them D:!!!

walked to Bugis junction again lol :D
decided not to go somewhere...
-back home- (:

♥ love is in the air -.-

2009-07-15T22:21:00.005+08:00

A thousand questions for you...
its so difficult to understand...
perhaps i doubt you...

Firstly, Muhaimin and Zurain together?
so sweet (:-

So much things so post but no time lately:D
Michelle spotted me twice this week so sad i didnt see her but she saw me(maybe im easily spotted :D)
bought many things!!
2 new pants(1 kickers 1 messy)$50+
1 long sleeve shirt :D(kickers)$25+
1 jeans(Levi's)$109.9...
getting some more soon!
went out with KB after getting my clothings...
walk around bishan and AMK aimlessly~

Had quizes this week, OC and PIPC

Random pics for this post
Professor Mimin ok!
(: so sweet
haha! hate him much...

PIPC lab

Taken by iylia
Taken by sabirah~

More then a nice melody ♪♫♥

2009-07-12T20:48:00.006+08:00

♪♫♪♫♥
did some minor shopping...mom bugged me to go out...
we went J8, BHG.
bought a long sleeve shirt(finally) but i look like an oldie in it...
bought a pants(long-.-) this one sucked but i just buy it cus mom paid for it
a long pants(i dont want this) eww Levi's... 109$... such a waste of money!

i swear not to go shopping with my mom anymore...
~~irritating face-loving OLD-FASHIONED stubborn attitude giver~~ and the list goes on.

brought 1 pants into the fitting room and came out with 3 pants... she keep on asking me to try out pants even when havent even looked at it...so irritating...had to opened the fitting room door and told her to STOP BRINGING MORE PANTS TO ME
its a pain to go shopping with her but... no pain no gain... so... (:-
she wasted $ 109 on that stupid Levi's jeans. i should have met kaiboon earlier and avoid her...
I DONT WANT IT but she said a wedding is coming...like so? wedding cant wear slippers and short shorts?
DONT SAY IM UNGRATEFUL!!! my family is a poor one ): and she doesnt even save a thing for herself...
ZzZ i dont care la i'm going to spend less on food everyday @ itas and start saving for my own spending...

Give up telling my mom how stupid she look wearing pants so high, having hair so short AND SO MUCH MORE... its not that i think i have a good fashion taste BUT SHE IS SERIOUSLY OLD FASHIONED -.-"

hais wadeva~~ met kaiboon after the nightmare @ BHG...
the only person that i can pull out to walk walk LOL. jkjk~ (:
walked the whole of J8... saw zhao chyi who was engrossed in watching TV and didn't notice us(felt that he was avoiding me...zz wadeva like i care-.-)
SAW iPod Touch @BEST. which sotong say i got apple products arr never read properly la...
anyway, SAW iPod Touch $388 I WANT IT SO MUCH(is this my idol? D: should i forget about it ?) cus i know iphone is beyond my limits...
got a rubber thingy for my phone, $5 at the 'night market:x'
was bored... so we went AMK HUB and walked around...

saw a messy shop, went in, looked for a pants, tried one and bought one.
Problem after buying : why does it look so familiar? o crap isnt this the one kenny have -.-" zz hes gona call me a copy cat -..-

kb came to my house... wanted to watch movie at cinema at first but all boring one... came home and downloaded 3 movies... all were rubish... played one match DOTA on garena... slacked awhile then went out to eat... nasi goreng with chili padi lol! delicious~
went home after that...

thanks kb for your company (:
having a companion is much better then being alone...

50% drained 30% in pain 20% dead

2009-07-10T23:12:00.003+08:00

Are you blind or just so not bothered to read...
terrible headache... lack sleep badly... thinking too much...

should i go? should i not go?
i feel that i don't belong there
but if i don't go, im not giving myself a chance...
i just hate it.
what a trouble...
is it better if i reject you long ago?
whats the difference...
im still me, i don't think i can change...

2009-07-08T08:29:00.002+08:00

yay! i got my pay for working at the IT fair :D
how should i use it...
save it for something more expensive or spend it on clothings D:!
i think i'll spend some and save the rest-.-

they gave me a laptop bag too...
its a bag pack which is big heavy spongy and SQUARE(sponge bob square pants xD!)
gona bring it to school later so many breaks in between what a waste of time if not school ends at 4pm...

lost my lab coat... placed it somewhere at biochem lab last week to take that class photo T_T $21 gone... im broke for the week

Boring~

2009-07-05T14:00:00.003+08:00

i hate talking to someone i barely know...
Dont act like you know me.
no one know me perfectly well not even my parents...
are the secrets i told you real?
what if i tell you i lied
leave me alone
i was just playing with you

Been skipping lectures lately...
so bored...so tired D:
Royce chocolate i will be coming for you!
no matter how expensive you are i will get you!
miss doughnuts too...

Gunz

thats my character in gunz, im very noob for my level...
can't do anything about that...

TERM TEST RESULTS R OUT@!

2009-07-01T08:28:00.003+08:00

90% out! O_O
OC - 33.5/50 <-crap
PIPC - 44.5/50 <-crap
BC - 14/20 (no MCQ marks yet D:) <-crap
HAP - 30.5/50 <-crap
CSAS - 36/55 <-crap
Maths - 44.5/50 <-crap

Score are not that bad but not good D: @.@"things are starting to get harder...
im trying quite hard already :/
surprised that my CSAS,HAP and BC PASS!!!
PIPC was shocking, didnt expect that mark...
anyway, no 50% passes :D all 60%+ :D hope BC MCQ will pass!!!

sucks, ongsengpoon is back. for the worst.
HE DOESNT SMILE
HE HAVE SERIOUS ATTITUDE PROBLEM(pms i presume, every second have...)
HE DEMANDS RESPECT
HE IS DEMORALISING
HE IS SUCH A EGO FREAK
I HOPE HE GET BALD TOTALLY.
NO LIKE PEOPLE LIKE HIM!

y are people so crazy over their CCA -.- ITS JUST A CCA :D
i want one too but have no idea what any cca is about.
no cca blogs(i dont see any xD) no description TP website sucks :x

NO BIOCHEM LABS ANYMORE O_O
so on Tues odd week... 3hrs lab, 1hr break, 1hr pmsongsengpoon -HOME!-
APEL LESSON NOOOO MOOREE ALSO??
mons 2pm END!

2009-06-24T19:15:00.002+08:00

:D:D:D bloggieee~
iSad lately )':
don't know y :x
Hows the random songs @ mixpod :D:D!
another new song to my mixpod,
Shout to the lord by 3 people its an awesome combo O-O
dont use earphone to listen :x~!
and a Korean song hehe~ watch the back part :D
such awesome people !

school is BACK AGAIN D:
such a short holiday for us...2 weeks ):!
PIPC TERM TEST
an AWESOME result (:
44.5/50 !
i wish my other tests will be the same ): ): ):
still not in the study mood... biochem suk as usual, hard to understand...
skipped maths lecture today after all they r not giving back the term test paper...
met weisiang(i hope i got it right) a guy dats in TP ChE which i met while working at the IT fair haha~
eek today's tofu alittle weird...sour D:
Yong tau foo
my ''standard meal''(1 egg 2 tofu halves(fried before) 2 dumplings 1 other thing )
guo tiao DRY $2.90

FINDING PANTS n LONG SLEEVE SHIRT
sum1 suggested Messy o: (got my size?) :o
any other suggestion D:?

i want to change lol lol

2009-06-16T00:48:00.003+08:00

DREAMS
i dont have any seriously... im just a sad soul living life sadly...
i dreamed to get As for o lvl and i did get 3 A2...
i dreamed to get into any poly with 15 points...
and i got into one...after getting into a poly i dreamed no more, just living life as it is...

its time to change! i use to hate my father BADLY and well what friends said about me hating him is really true in some sense. come to think of it, being able to meet such great friends and classmate is because he is my father, he brought me to this world :x so from now i will hate him as little as i can and start loving him as my father.

Theres also me to change! i want to change my attitude, my personality and everything about me! i feel so inferior to everyone around me...

WORKED @ IT FAIR (:
thank you ~~uncle~~ Kevin korkor >< for giving me this job haha!
selling Fujitsu hard disk, the only mirror finished hard disk, also the slimmest 2.5" x 1000 everyday :x
Working at this IT fair have made me realise dat im selfish. i always think of other people as better then me but doing the job i see many other different people and now i think im much privileged in MANY ways... i must be grateful! i need to feel pain to understand things better...

Listening to many lovely songs recently. Also fell in love with CocaCola Zero. im so happy i downgraded to size L giordano... looking foward to another downgrade, M size :x went to watch Ghosts of Girlfriends Past today with BFF Kenny and Cheryl lucky its EngWah cinema, i got 2 free movie ticket card (: thanks mama for giving away your christmas present to me! so we only paid 2.30 for the ticket but Cheryl dont wanna let me pay ): and the food... I FEEL LIKE A FREE LOADER ): after movie, took MRT down to bugis to the national library to meet with O_O many people ahahas and alvin~! aw man the silence in the library... it makes me and cheryl dizzy... a very bad place for me to study >< i need noise! i need booming music so that i can move my head to the beat like a crazy person! that aside :P sat at the chair outside the 'silent room' and have a chat with BFFCheryl! after some time we went to eat :x i didnt want to eat but since majority was eating so i also eat :x had lor mee although i wanted laksa :x but it was hot! i love it, didnt make me cry yet hahas if i ate the chilli padis i would have cried out a river :P SHOPPING! haha walked to bugis junction( i think) in search of presents, followed to this MUJI shop AWESOME, spent 12$ there :x bought 2 raisin chocolate(1 dark chocolate 1 yogurt) and 2 chocolate bar strawberry and white chocolate stuff. and a sweet and sour octopus :x

IF I AM RIDICULOUSLY RICH i would have bought 1/2 the store home! :x then went to a store which sells many thing, stationary and some other thing Cheryl bought 6 paper and 6 letters and a white pen and 2 glittered glue thanks to my suggestions argh i feel bad >< ! AH HAH! SPOTTED A SHOP CALLED MESSY, it have interesting stuffs and ZiNC! at bugis HAH! bugis is my best friend soon(after i save some money) after 'shopping' i bought half a dozen doughnuts.

my dog also interested in the doughnuts!

she watches TV too

she so cute!!!

im so lacking sleep lately...
fell asleep on the bus while coming back from tp and was late 30 mins to violin lesson...
i cant play games anymore, i guess i lost my love for it temporarily.

Been in love with some songs lately...

1.刘耕宏 - 迦南美地
i only like one part of the whole song :x very nice!
不管在哪里,只要和你在一起,就像走进了迦南美地,每一处都有甜蜜布满空气,爱情的真谛没有什麽能代替

2.boom boom pow
haha dont ask me why, i just love the beat

A LIST OF WANTS!!
-wants-
1.new pants!
mines are all so loose except 2 of them...all the white pants became yellow pants... so yeah... new pants is on my *wish list*

2.new clothing!
i cant live on Giordano dry polo for life!! its been 2 years already...
so... new clothing is on my *wish list* too

3.a cap/hat my hair...
i had enough of what to do with it, i want my fringe to touch my lips naturally! so im keeping it no matter what

4.Bible??
seriously lacking it :x cant live off other people's bible every service

5.a new bag
my bag pack is too fat ): and my sling bag is ridiculously wide

6.iTouch :x
this is the item that kills me. Thinking of it everyday...
aiming for the CHEAPEST of them all :x budget...

7.JOB!!
ANY JOB...
a serious part time job that can slowly reduce my incredibily long wishlist

8.Love and be loved
lacking someone to love me! and me to love someone :x

more on my wish list >>

L.O.U.D Camp!!

2009-06-12T00:19:00.010+08:00

An Awesome camp
thanks to Kenny i am at that camp, i enjoy myself and met many new&nice people -> cheryl,kaven,shawn and iforgetname(too many nice people that i forget their already)
cheryl and me! :P

me kaven shawn gary kenny and cheryl being attacked!
i was too tired to know whats going on
This is -Kenny The Dance- video :P secretly took while he dance for a forfeit

L.O.U.D camp, L=Lavida O=Ohana U=Urara D=Damika
Lavida the small but loud group
Ohana the 'we are family' group
Urara the 'i feel so good' group
Damika the 'all time high' group
im in Urala a subgroup of urara (:
Day1
A little messy :x Tampines have too many McDonalds and its very near one another...
The camp is at St.Hildas primary o:-
we stay at their classroom o: AIRCON!!!
brings back memories... air con and mini table and chair... just like my primaryschool...
Had some activity under the scorching sun already for the first day,
i couldn't handle the heat, had headache under the sun ):
so i stood under shade observing the game.
after activities was Bath time! aww... had to bath with no shampoo cause i didnt buy ): couldnt make up my mind on which shampoo to get... the soap i used damaged my hair!!! had this really rough tangled hair... and it itches! D: a group of us later sneak out to mc donalds to eat cause the food was really horrible... i had coke light and fries for lunch cum dinner ! went back later to have service which was really wonderful, I WANNA CRY...after service was this dance which was really cute the song is Let's get loud ! after that dance was some mystery solving stuff which i didnt do anything >< i was quite tired!

Day2
Sentosa trip!
thought it would suck :x
but then the activities were SO FUN!! i didn't wanted to get wet at first but as i played the games i want to get wet more!! dirty but FUN!! passing balls on legs on the shore, having the tide to slap your back. hold sea water in your mouth and spit it onto a thing sticking onto the ground to make it fall. i accidentally swallowed some sea water, SUPER SALTY!we also paint hand with colours and lie on another person. rolling over people ><>< I SLEPT AT 5am ! haha was seriously not tired, so i played some games with those that also dont wanna sleep (: and BASKET BALL(midnight basket ball)! i missed everyshot -.- after that, took a bath and had a +-2 hours sleep :x

ARGH!! stopped updating too long, forgotten what i wanted to post )':
oh well...
Day3
ok... nothing much on day 3 :x IT WAS TOTALLY COOL ><" AWESOME AWESOME
the skit was cool man many funny stuffs
): i didnt do the actions tehehe :D
BURN FIRE BURN!!!
DANCEEEE AHHHH!!!!!!
feel like tribe man dancing round a fire:x
oh no! what happened i saw 2 ambulance dude carrying a stretcher into room and people running about!
argh just when we r so crazy! STOP! silence! must be an accident happen... saw ambulance drive pass basket ball court and wad... police? or maybe i was too tired -.- oh well so the camp ended instantly.

I LOVE IT (:-

MyScoreIsRuined!

2009-06-03T19:58:00.002+08:00

My life.... is screwed!
HAP MARK IS GONE, skipped 1 whole question because i didn't remember anything about tissues, i also mistook parasympathetic and sympathetic as... the involuntary and voluntary movement thing... i bet the marker will vomit blood on my paper

PIPC... screwed to a huge extend, remember wrongly again!! gonna fail PIPC.

Today, Organic Chem simply COMPLETELY SCREWED my MCQ will get 1/5 or worst... skipped the last two part of last question... WASTED MUCH TIME FIGURING OUT WHICH FUNCTIONAL GROUP THERE WAS...and couldn't find them all... OCP(ongsengpoon) u good, hope u get bald, TOTALLY BALD.

I'm gonna die so much younger cussing @ others :x
tonight, slacking until 9 then go study fer maths then after test tomorrow i will be studying LIKE MAD for biochem... its the worst D:

Suki Sushi trip

2009-06-02T18:55:00.005+08:00

Will post the same thing as in wordpress!

went to suki sushi this afternoon with Kenny and his friend, both are nice people, his friend is good with words!! i laugh for every small thing he said. So weird, go there because Kenny called me while im on the bus and im so bored so i just follow.aw i din take pictures of the food cus.. i know im being stupid if i do that.oh well as you all can see... we ordered a long list of food...mussel, fried fish, steam egg, tofu, octopus, jelly fish, bacon wrapped around mushrooms, raw fishes and some other good stuff. wasted quite alot of food there, one of the drink sucked and so no one drink it another had a fish in it so... its not drinkable. The disgusting seaweed tasted so plain it sucked. the rest was great, didnt know that im not allergic to seafood... im just being stupid... my bro is slightly allergic so im afraid i am allergic too BUT IM NOT!!! hurray! i can eat all the seafood i want in future... i had this lovely squidies today!! and the mussels were great! but the green tea mochi sucked!! i mean... its green tea but it taste NOTHING LIKE the green tea i drank. Kenny did a great job disintegrating it into tiny bits! haha

here is the receipt... too long to capture it into one whole strip (:

I FELL IN SCHOOL TODAY! so embarassing... i thought i had my foot steady on the step but as soon as i move i slipped -.- fell from top of LT to the middle T_T everyone looking )': poor little finger, 8o+Kg on it now it hurts to move it. dam my kneecap skin is broken too. i hate tests seriously im too lazy to study for it and i thought poly can slack a little! but noooo dont study = DIE, GPA=0...haha guess my term test is GONE.

Wow i actually went to city harvest with kenny last saturday -.- and went home like... 130 am !!!

interesting O_O well its probably only that day but... so many young people and the amount of people there is like 2x-3x of the people @ the church i use to go its... HUGE and cool man-> pop culture~ i love it. might just follow Kenny every time now muahahaha speaking of Kenny i found out he have a trademark, the -Hi pose- haha everyone there was so nice luh no wonder Kenny also so kind LOL~ undeniable right people? not only Kenny pull me to go church but also he pulling me go camp. O_O and he say he be going to the camp-.- ask me go then he dont go?!?!? (: he so kind luh wasted much saliva on me liao i say no like very bad!

aww muhaimin knows how to play guitar dam im jealous( LOL i see what i want what ) I ALSO WANT TO LEARN WAHAHAHA! imagine one day u see me @ MRT there singing with a guitar and a cookie tin in front XD! awts. i should learn guitar ONE DAY... SOMEDAY... then i'll sing songs that are on MTV @ home ! (great dreams but bound to be failures ): )

KENNY U GOOD, CAN DRINK LEGALLY ! NXT YEAR WHEN ITS MY TURN I'LL DRINK EVERY WEEK!!! :x i'll most probably get drunk with 1/2 a bottle of beer haha~

ow so long... i bet u all read finish will sleep(do people even come and read my blog? O.O )

the end. i guess the gold in my mouth dropped up eh? talking like some idiot now...

bad hair loss

2009-05-29T21:40:00.002+08:00

my hair drop so much!!!
so stress D:
haven't fail any quiz YET...
HAP,PIPC1,BIO CHEM,OC & MATHS CLOSE TO FAILING D:
next week is term test and im sitting at my comp feeling stressed & doing nothing WHAT THE SHIT!
i wonder if i can pass the term test...
that Ongsengpoon bitch seriously suck !
we cant enjoy his lessons(although he is good -.-) he is evil! how can he say mean things about BIOCHEM LECTURER!!! THAT ALVIN POH SUCK AS WELL.
omg that biochem... mr lloyd make it sound so easy... he makes EVERYTHING look easy !!!
a cell->draw a face... alpha helix->dont stop writing alpha... random coils->write random in the most cursive way?thats just not so easy but easy O_O"

class outing!!
i wanna meet them again >< !
D: wdh? primary school G class gathering? cool...

): i have no determination
its the second time... and i still gave up half way...

): what a day!

2009-05-23T18:38:00.002+08:00

weird day
feeling down somehow..
i feel hurt inside out
so bored...
so lonely...
nothing to do...
rejected the chance to go out...
and now im so lonely

D: arm too sore to post recently D:

2009-05-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

so much work!! quizes this week and last week :x
i am dying @@"! lacking sleep+no time for much games n shits i usually do
LAKSA AT THE QUEENS SOMETHING SHOPPING MALL ROCKS :D

stuck between two invitations...
if i go i must go to the other one-.-
if i skip i must also skip the other one-.-
but if i dont go, i feel bad cus they spend much time asking me to go
but i know no one there!
i will overcome my fear of strangers(someday~)

-will post sooner or later, whining about those quizes (:-

LABBIEs

2009-05-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

----
OC TUT
yes the teacher is MUCH better
then that EGO FREAK, ONG SENG POON
-> u dont know my status in school(big fuck eh?)
away from that moron. distillation!

not very fun :/
----
3 HRS BREAK OF NOTHING TO DO
so went to 'the building' opposite school
eat mc donalds...
thats it man i hate mc donalds for life
its so...
mc spicy not spicy
french fries like steam potato
ketchup like so disguztin
THATS IT im not going mc donalds for mc spicy anymore!
----
ok then its BIOCHEM LAB
its so interesting
but time taking
~
~
<- my saliva k? make coloured stuffs come out :P

HaPe MaMa'z Dey

2009-05-11T19:10:00.003+08:00

Happy mothers day to all(late 1 day...shit)
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my present for mama :D
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!

AND FOOD! THE MOST IMPORTANT STUFF
sushi tei(afternoon)-

rites pizza n kfc(dinner)-

(: yummy~

RAHHHH D:
did a jog diz evening xD CLOSE TO 3 rounds!
very good already :X
although... was slow n tiring BUT I WANNA TRY AGAIN :D~
its fun to run :X
lucky no one around!!
later i faint o.o
++ got pulled into the gym... by a monster
i clearly do not belong there
CLEARLY.
but o well its fun there too
will try again( NOT! ) (:

WAD A JOKE!

2009-05-08T22:23:00.003+08:00

-
happy birthday to these people!!
-muhaimin
-zurain

o.o
-
gona celebrate ma B'Day TOMORROW MUAHAHAHHA!!!
-
maths and stats lecturer SUX!
oh my god he is like... mr.anything-anyhow-wadeva-idontcare
ooh wads with today! so many people brought their laptop :/
-
ME TRYING TO DO PULL UP i am...-129%stupid 348% crazy-
*jumps and grab pole*
*kenny holds my leg*
ME: i cant do it :/
kenny: try
ME SAYS OMG I CANT
~kenny still holding on to my legs-
*lets go of hand*
nearly fall flat on my face THANK GOD I HAVE MY HANDS
if not i'll come with a bandage on my nose on monday D:
AHH MY PALM'S SKIN TEAR
*squeeze LOADS of moisturising cream on it*

o: :o

2009-05-05T20:32:00.003+08:00

THATS IT!
IMEEM UR FORCING ME TO SAY THIS...
YOU SUCK!

omg pipc lab o:
the teacher= chinaa man and mr chong-wadever-(the never ending smiley man)
:P titration...
*before that*
IMPORTANT THINGY, SWINE FLU...
ok class, todeh we teach you how to wash ur hands
first, ~~splash water at your friends~~
rinse hand with water...
next,spam soap
next, rub fingers then so on so on...

on then we will scrub in between our fingers
EH WDF? BOI WHY TAKE PICTURE? O_O

k wadeva... lame its not like nv wash hands = get swine flu rite?
back to titration....
wooo! first n second experiment suxed!
but 3rd experiment IS PERFECT

:D:D after done all experiment = play (:
OMG LA -.- THE PIC I TOOK FOR THE HOT PLATE WITH WATER BOILING ON IT GOT A LADY AT THE SIDE O.O

2009-04-29T19:45:00.004+08:00

OMG THE AMOUNT OF HOMEWORK IS !#^$%
dammit so stress... -.-
BIO CHEM WHY SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND!??!?!!??! :x
AHHH TP SUCKS FOR NOT PRINTING NOTS FOR US!
so much shits to print at home
!~THE INK ISNT CHEAP+STOP DEFORESTATION!
USE LESS PAPER!
-
i wanna get a job!
a weekend job or sumthin like that, earn extra $ -.-
but cannot...school shits too much for me D:
im giving myself too much stuff to do!! :D
the lecturers so nice lah!
mr llyod george so nice.too bad biochem so hard understand...
eew la ong seng poon stupid stupid stupid!

the maths and stats teacher is so...uncivilised :x
-
Kenny slept during lecture -.-
lying down at the back using his towel as a blanket
thats so... crazy
he was given a hair make over while sleeping
...added decorations like papers!
too bad he dont want his photo to be taken D:
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OMG FIRST LAB lesson!

woa there's a fridge?its all... fungus? xD
-

excuse me auntie! teh bus so full u so still use ur leg chop sit?
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eeww la imeem SUCK u cut my song!!!
++ ur videos always say not available
IM GOING TO HATE U!!!
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gotten my new specs :D
looks weird muahahaha!
gona be permanently on specs...
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omg i found a new friend! o:!
pleased to meet you...
we have much in common( i guess )

new bag! :D:D

2009-04-27T20:34:00.002+08:00

Went to J8 yesterday to meet up with kb
the wireless @ J8 cant use garena xD!
so we went walking around bishan o:
-
went to...
-NTUC say hi to kb's fren
-to the other NTUC see see
-old chang kee buy curry puff(met simin there!singapore so small =x )
-transitlink ticketing office for tertiary card
-77th street(was a total failure 2 go there D: x.x)
-FoodJunction eat hot&spicy noodle
(kb ate all the mee i drank all the soup nxt time order 1 bowl enough -.-)
-the computer shop see see
(i think i met sum1 frm band o: din say hi :x dun know if its the right person)
-BEST! looking @ slick laptops
-popular(waste time)
-Zinc... bought a new bag there $42 -.-
im officially broke, can only go school drink teh(60cents :P)

lec and tut are fun so far cant wait for more maths lec and tut!!!

zombie me ):

2009-04-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

im a human without a soul D:
a zombie
i got pimple outbreakk O_O"
so much things to do! i scared i cant keepup with everyone and fail the quizes/tests
stupid lecture notes!so fat!
im going to squeeze all of its essence into my 100 page notebook! :D
repeating what i did for olvl again, sqeezin notes xD
ISoLoVeMaThSO_O
the subject maths and statictics IS INTERESTING O:!
drinking teh @ITAS is so much fun! o.o"

lets have a tiny guessing every post (:
Guess The Song!!

1)He's more then a man,
and this is more then love,
The reason that the sky is blue.
The clouds are rolling in,
Because i'm gone again,
And to him i just can't be true

2)i noticed now that when you're around,
you be tryin' to lock the door,
whisperin on the phone
now wait a minute,
since we been in this house you ain't never did this before,
tell me what's this about...

penniless me D:

2009-04-21T22:18:00.002+08:00

money money money
money flying away day by day D:
this week i spend $60 then spend $10 then spend $20 then $10 again!
$100 flew away INSTANTLY -.-
i need to control my money output D:
but i still need to spend a little more for some things D:
a bag xD
and maybe a jacket for "winter"-.-
I WANT MONEY!!!
--
drifting further and further from my secondary school friends since orientation started :/
its like the end when jc started
IT IS THE END when poly started ><"
tomorrow is gona be borring -.- 3 hours of break what the hell!
what am i going to do ):
sit n slack? do homework? sleep? EAT?
so sad
i end late almost everyday except monday from next week onwards ):

first day of school

2009-04-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

Collected my O level cert today :D
-TP-
had csas and apel today...
both was ok, both ended early...
csas nearly killed me with homework...
english :/ im bad at it... it the reason i got such a lousy L1R4
FOOOOD!
spent like $3.90 for soup+garlic bread @ bistro walk for lunch
and the soup was so full of onion...i guess most of what i paid was for the onion in the soup
lol!
the waffle and ice cream look so yummy, but... looks like its filled with FATS too D:
lunatic~~"
then we took a bus(15) to white sands to some cafe ( wong info ) so in the end we tried the cafe at the library but it was full so we went to kopitiam to sit cus is empty there...
i bought this *zhu chang fun* wad ever that is in english :/ theres char siew inside, its $2.80 and its made on the spot! so cool! but so sad ): the green onion spoiled everything T_T

ok the bus ride home, i remember taking bus 88 from white sands before to get home but i wasnt sure if 88 was the bus... so, i took it anyway. it was crowded but i got a sit :D!
then the bus left pasir ris interchange... then after i look out the window i thought i saw hougang or somethingn like that then i went back enjoying my music i decided to look out again OMG ITS PUNGGOL... but nvm i just waited then i look out again i saw IMH o.o" i tot im lost XD so i sat there and waited for that looong journey to end then i saw ANG MO KIO what a relief :D! i was right! 88 does take me back to angmokio
ok ok i know :/ its lame
would have been interesting if i got lost right? ><"
THE NEXT TIME I GO WHITE SANDS I GOING TO BUY A DOZEN DONUTS BACK WITH ME!!!

oooo
theres this nice guy who nearly gave me a heart attack on my first 1 minute in TP
he came to me to ask me do a survey x.x scare me i tot i did something wrong D:
hes like the only person to sms me, ask me hows tp orientation and first lesson in tp! ahaha xD
so kind+sweet of him o:~!
didnt expect anyone to do that
oh hakim is sweet too, our tour guide for this morning :D
and a great leader during orientation, so is mei yee and everyone LOL!

my head is spinning lately :/ its like i feel like im going to faint any time

Sweet Lollipop Strikes!

2009-04-18T01:02:00.006+08:00

Hi visitors, passer-bys, lollipop freaks and all

To -4 joy humans :D-
what do u people think of an outing during june hols?!?!
probably a chalet or just an outing??
sherman is dying to have one chalet!!
what do u all think!!?(cbox, the way to reply [: )

Q: what experience u gain from the orientation
A: a voice-losing experience D:!

the cheers were crazy...the never ending

enjet-enjet semut
siapa sakit naik atas x3(or x4 i dont know! im confused by the repeats)
you have ur bizpark
we have our ITAS
you make aeroplanes
we have all the brains
you do programming
we love experimenting
you think you can draw OI OI!(jerking the _____ as taught...)
no point if u cant score

something like that... i have poor memory but the enjet enjet semut part i cant forget that...
will probably go to bed chanting that phrase
but the point is...
BAD!!! say design school
but design school also bad ): say AS
bloop bloop boom!*tries to imitate the sound effect*

o gawd i didnt even meet the merciless sun for long but i came home looking like i have food allergy... whole face was pink !
ah what else...
heard...
kat deluna - unstoppable
lady gaga - poker face
akon - dangerous
& chicky dance!
LOL!

was quite crazy... blogging at this hour... lost track of time until someone asked my why havent sleep D:!

2009-04-16T20:58:00.002+08:00

^_^ all da old post since last year till this year march is removed, no more looong looong list of post.

ok omg TP...
had orientation this week
tp wasnt as small as i think it would be D:!
and the class... wasnt as small as i think it would be too D:D:
26 people...7 guys -.-
the care person isn't those mean-old-sadistic+evil person ( i ~~guess~~ hope... )
ok the free mag they give if creepy D: december 2008 issue TEENAGE magazine with jaychou as the front cover and with some fahrenheit+twilight+aly&aj poster D:! and a pack of impact sweet

school starts next week ): ...
probably really its -the end- to my secondary school classmates ):
missing u people already D:
@_@the care person keep telling me its a very demanding course and once u slack u die D:!
cruelty to students! :x
tomorrow i'll probably die...
there is like Temasek Polytechnic Olympiad and Regatta on the list they give a while ago...
and like there will DEFINITELY be lame shits to do ):
so probably im gona get burned by the sun again

new shoe :D!

2009-04-10T09:45:00.002+08:00

(>^o^)>
D: it gave me 5 blisters da first time i use D:
had a long walk w/ it ><"

nicholas is <3 by my dog o:~
+she never bark when she first saw him (:
++ she wanna smell him*sniff sniff*!
+++she almost licked him :o!
++++she was lying down near his feet @ some point !!

LoL-LiPoP
XD

LoLLiPoP :D

2009-04-08T16:18:00.011+08:00

these are the gurlz and guyz that sang lollipop :D
this is used for a hanphone ad. too!
++they are korean o:!
and lol! 1 of the singer's hairstyle is like a coconut tree!!!(4th human from the pic)
this song is totally cute :D!!!
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ah in 6 days time... i'll step into TP for the first time! xD
D: green shirt D:
bought 2 today, Giordano polo tee...
that would be my... 8th and 9th polo tee from Giordano :D
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i so hate it when my mom cant keep her mouth shut when needed!
its like i hate one of the pants @ Giordano cus its like 3 quarter pants!
then when the sales assistant ask if i needed a matching pants she told him i dont like their pants!
what the fuck! she said it as if i can design better pants!
so embarassing!
then i whisper to my mom and told her can u shut up
then she tell the shop assistant 看啦他骂我了
this is seriously ******** !!!
~~she really need to understand the part " can u shut up"~~
shes always like that...